hey, so for the boarding school thing, i didn’t get to go to both sbp or mrsm, hahahahahahahaha, many of my friends didn’t get to go to, idk how they did the counting, i cursed at first,still do,but then i guess it’s okay. there this guy that didn’t get 8 As in his trial, but he got to go,k trial wasn’t everything,and maybe because boys have been given priority nowadays,ughhhh. i just hope that i’ll be accepted on the second intake, right now i have the intention to use my kampung address because they prioritise the luar bandar student, yeah but it’s not right,so. i have to stay in that school,like that thattt school, it’s boring and empty and pressuring and tiring, yeah i know it’s not that terrible, and now i come back to my old self,the one who never have the motivation to study. i’m taking LK as my optional subject. i went to indonesia and it was karen bangeett, haha. so some things didn’t go as we planned, like the boarding school plan, but i’ll try,because that is what i’ve wanted,what i really wanted. because school is boring. idk if i have feelings anymore, the life in form 4 kind of made me have no feeling, are we supposed to have less feelings as we grow up, cause that’s what i feel about myself, losing the sensitivity and how easily i cried before, idk if it’s good, but i guess as i grow up i started to feel more empty. so yeah life’s like that, i hate,life.all i want is to escape from the monotony of life, to come back to the same house,sleep in the same room, see my cats everyday, to go to the same school, go to tuition, i want something new, that is,all. so,bye.
